Fear of Flying

Fear of Flying
of success and opening up
if I fell
would you be there to catch me?
I don't like the idea of falling
of losing my step
tripping over butterflies and warm fuzzies
I want to stand in Love
see eye to eye
be side by side
building
bringing our visions to Life
I'm good alone
maybe cause its all I know
and I've come to like silence
I enjoy the solitary confines of my mind
and One is easy to manage
how can I Love you
how can we be Two
and I still keep myself?
I'm used to being strong
but how do I submit to Love?
I'm about to talk myself out of a good thing
quite possibly the Real thing
but how do I go?
I'm stuck here
stagnated in solitude
I want out
I want in
I want you
how can I let you see me?
the frailties of my ego
my flaws, quirks
exposed, raw and naked
all I need to know
is how to Love and be Loved